Monday, January 12, 2009

FMK - Talking to you

So as I have said a few times already, you are supposed to be able to hear me. The thing is, I still find it weird to talk to your mothers stomach. I apologize for that. I want you to know that I will start talking to you, and soon. I find myself ready to start and then feeling stupid. How ridiculous is that? I know your mother is talking to you already. She has already said she was sorry for pissing you off and making you pinch her. I suppose that starting this blog is kind of a cop out for now. But, the thing is, I want to. I want you to hear my voice even if you cannot understand what it is I am saying. I want you to hear the voice of the man who is going to protect you and raise you right. I know you can hear me now but I want to address you. Right now I am a random sound that your hear every now and again. You probably hear more of the talk show hosts your mom listens to on her drive to and from work every day more than me. And that really is pretty sucky. I need to get over my silliness and talk to you. I need to tell you that I love you already. I don't even know what kind of kids you will be and I already am feeling the love. I really need to get a good pair of headphones and play music for you. And I will. I promise that I will get over it soon. I have to. After all, it's all about making you feel comfortable. Making you realize that when you hear my voice, you know it's me. The two of you and your mother are the most important things in my life. I will do everything and anything for you. I always have been that type of guy. Ask your mother one day about the things I would drop to go hang pictures.
So in summation, contact coming soon.

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